Why am I so bothered about things that I don’t care about before, I’m not sure yet if what I feel is what it sounds like but for me, it’s a different emotion.I even forgot someone I dearly love & cherish the most for about 4 years now(yeah.for real!I’ve been inlove with the same person for 4 years). Though I cannot thouroughly understand what I feel about him, it seems that everytime I see that person my heart pounds abnormally. (“Doki doki?” ^^;)

I can’t say it’s LOVE but maybe it is..gah!..I’m in total confusion right now..T^T This person seems to notice it already, coz I even get flushed whenever he says something that’s quite embarassing or shall we say SWEET? haha!..yeah yeah..I know i sounded like an Highschool girl..But can’t help it though..

*clears throat* Those were the dialogues/phrases I heard on one of the BL drama CD I just listened to a while ago..while I’m on the verge of my sleepiness and boredom..!well..I was at school ..and went to an open space nearby ..I need a quite time to listen to the drama since I want to fully enjoy it..haha!you know what I mean..

Anyway..I’ll change the topic then..I just watched Junjou Romantica Ep.10 last night..it’s still in RAW!but you know I’m overly excited so I watched it as soon as I finished downloading it..

WAai~ The first scene got me really in fan-girl mode..when Shinobu made the confession to Miyagi and the expression on his face was so really priceless..(waaH!.Miyagi’s voice is cool & funny at the same time) ..and Shinobu’s serious face was cool as well..(GaH! wish I could also make that face whenever  I try to confess to someone ^^;) Way too go Shinobu!..I totally Idolize you..

Er..I’m totally carried away with the scene were Miyagi & Shinobu..*clears throat* You know..I wonder what’s the best term to be used?hmmm..let see..Aha! Mixing ,Licking and Banging!..hahha!,,total pervert!.eh..no not me..I mean you..what are you thinking?..What I meant by those terms were Mixing=Like mixing sands at the beach ..(waah!Miyagi with his swimming trunks and Shinobu with his bikini?er..Iie Iie*nods* swimming trunks too..hahhaa!)

Licking= Like licking some Ice creams while strolling at the park..(sounds sweet neh?)

Banging= haha!..Like going to the amusement park and banging some stuffed toys for a prize(Isn’t it adorable..?)

Okay okay..I made a gif from the Ep.10!..Enjoy the scene!*winks*

 (^_^)? I wonder what’s for dinner tonight?